Day 32

Weight: 212! I lost 1.5! That came outta no where.

I am starting to think HCG has a mind of it's own... kinda like the copy machine at work. You know how the copy machine acts. It tells you that there's a jam and all it really wants is for you to go digging inside of it, open up all the doors, flip all the flaps, touch all the buttons, and then close everything back up again. After that, it works perfectly. It just wanted some attention. Or it stops working exactly when you need it most, like it's pissed off at you for ignoring it so long and then you just come along and expect it to do it's job (How DARE you!!).

Well, HCG heard us talking about it last night. I was having a rough day - my husband made a FABULOUS meal for the kids (sour cream rice, roasted chicken, rolls....) and I really really wanted some. I was just craving comfort in the form of food and drink (my favorite cousin's birthday was yesterday - she would have been 44 but she passed away when she was 32). Anyway, since I've been struggling with the weight loss for a while (1/2 pound up and down and up and down), my husband suggested that I maybe stick to shorter rounds since I got my best results at the beginning of a round. He thought I should stop drops last night and finish up my round. I felt like that would be quitting and we went back and forth about it. When I went to bed, I was still mulling it over. He had a point. I was miserable. The scale wasn't moving. But I really didn't want to quit - I'm so close... blah blah blah.

Well, HCG heard me and decided to give me another kick in the ass. Thank you for the 1.5 pounds! I will keep on for 8 more days. You brat!